Sometimes I realise that...

I am not perfect because no body is perfect..

I can't satisfied everybody's heart..

I am not a good fellows to be with..

I am no body to make all people around me to like me..

I am not strong enough to face some faces that doesn't like me at all..

Because sometimes...

I feel so tired to make everyone that I love happy..

I am not an angel that will not break one's heart..

I am not myself when I am losing my mind..

I am the one who needs them to understand who i am without any words..

I am not a person that know how to show my love to my fellows directly..

And what I feel right now…

I feel lonely cause I have lost something..

I wanna be alone for awhile..

I wanna be happy even though I am not..

I want to evaluate who am I exactly..

I need someone who understand me but I couldn’t found any..

How I wish I could make them happy..

BUT I FAIL TO DO SO..PLEASE FORGIVE ME…